believe in taking every experience an education

2005-08-23T14:36:00.001-07:00

Hey people...i have moved...with a new skin and design... my website is... :
http://eeeedeeeeyert.blogspot.com
remmember... 4 e, then 1 d and 4 e followed by yert.. thanks! bye derrtyfroggy.

2005-08-05T13:25:00.000-07:00

Wah almost nothing the whole morning today. Just had lunch with terry and khorkai in spt. Bought laksa at food junction. Stomach feeling uneasy as usual lah. Well, guess who we saw along the way back, its annie people! she actually went back to spt with us to do her porject for awhile and boom! she went missing again. wad goes us freaking out is that, today the ferst day of the 7th mth ryte? is she for real? hahakz...no one knows!
was writing down on what to say during the interview later, practising it verbally with terry when deen and ifah popped in.Wanting to help me get prepared adn motivate me for the interview. was crapping at the table, the four of us, and kelvin went in! we were shocked BUT we kept our cool..hahakz! we said that they were here to do some debrief for the ndp thiang that we have done on wednesday. he was okay with it and so are we! crapped and rehearse again and again.
wanted to go swimming but then its time for lunch, called kk for lunch, then off we went, me to fj, kk to mc, terry to n.canteen. Bumped into nat and her group outside food junction, they were slacking too, talked to them for awhile..one of her fren is damn preety ah! serious!! eye candy!! hahakz! but its fun slacking with them, guess camp focus let me open up to more people from diff skewls ya! didnt went for prayers as no one asked me laong, zul came in late, imran went for his interview project and the others dont know where..
so ended up in spt doing nothing..terry is gone to dreamland already..me think me also soon ah..meeting jinghui there! hahakz..
k people i gtg check in for dreamland...see ya!

aarrggghh!!

2005-08-05T10:36:00.000-07:00

At last got some time to blog after a long time. Guess waht, theres only me and terry only who are present in my stopover. The rest of the people, min, jinghui, yuana, desa,firhan, annie and leon, all on BLOCK LEAVE. and to think yesterday night, terry and i were also thinking to aplly for block leave. We really thought that yuana and desa will be coming coa they had no more leave but no...guess waht yuana is missing, annie also where she is.. MIA again! desa said she's using the leave from the next stopover! i mean what the fuck.. today was supposed to be the day where we have to give our fitness club report to desa so that she can send it to corrie rambutan but no....she's on leave..great. I also couldnt care already if she herself not going to care about her project.
came skewl a bit late with uzair, cant even wake..so so tired after all the stuffs that i hae done the past few days, well people if i dont blog, haha..refer to mins blog...she'll update u on what we do always..haha..thanks min..
well, supposed to have a phototaking sesion today conducted by min. all of us forgot about it until i remembered it yesterday lah. But the rest were strongheaded to go for the leave, what can we say ryTE? but cannot be blame also lah, we havent had enough rest after the chalet...it was damn fun lah. And guess what, kelvin ng called us to find out about the phototaking session, and lucky terry was here again to help talk things out with kelvin. Everything was soooon settle.
AARRGGHH!!! i am so stressed aite now.. got selected for the obs interview later and i dont know what to say. What if i flop? i just dont know? thees a lot of aother people who may be better thatn me ryte? aarrggh! how to stand out form the rest? how how? guessi'll just relax and chill out... hahakz...go with the flow...u know what i'm saying? hahakz...me siow already... confident confident!! confidential lah!!! hahakz
well, still nerous about thursday..my TP for bike will soon arrive! at last! i've been waiting so long for this! once i pass, hope the next day i'll be on a vroom vroom!!! my daddy's bike! yeah! wait for my news people!! yeah!!!
today got nothing to do..no KPI. no nothing...justd amn bored... dont know waht to do... guess i'll blog again some other day..yeah!

Brrr!!!

2005-07-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

Freezing here in SPT alone, the rest are all gone.. taking a break from doing my report. My wellness talk report. Had some probelm about it yesterday cause i have not been writing a report lately. Was quite blur and naive yesterday lah. Called my contacts to find out what should be include, the format and everything lah precisely.

Anyway first thing first! I was the happiest man yesterday! i Swear man! i was ESTATIC! DAMN ESTATiC! i was slacking with shasha near northpoint, yishun lah, slacking behind the cinema area, near the 7-11. sat outside the shop there sat on the curb, eating ice creams lah.. we were facing the open field. Theres a lot of tentage. I guessed it was for the ndp heartland thingy cause joan wanted to give me the tix yesterday but in the end, she said..let me think about it. haha.. anyway back to the field, shasha and i were talking when suddenly out conversations were interrupted by something miraculous!!!!! yes!!! i mean it!! guess what appear in front of our eyes!! no blokage, just an open field!! no! thats not the answer duhz! the answer is... DRUM ROLLS... FIREWORKS!!!!!!!!!!! serious!!!!!!!!! damn nice!!!!!! although its not that high like in NDP, its still my greatest joy ever this year! missed it last sat near the padang, guess its a blessing in disguise! although its always the same thing every year, i mean to those who really appreciate the works and minds behind those works, it just felt different. as for me... i just love it to the core. the colours..the designs, the sounds...its just me la...

well well, cahnge topic aite.. resigned from burger king last sunday after a fight with my manager. He's such an asshole lah..he's just a floor manager so no big deal for me and i dont regret it if you ask me. Well, coz 2hours after that, walla! i got a new job! efficient isnt it? with a better higher par, a better pay day and better prospect...hahakz... i guess..
dont want to talk bout it lah...

anyway, me and terry organising a chalet. 3D2N for only 80 bucks! goodd deal! but it clashes with most of our stuffs, dont know when is the rite time tho. still thinking...and thinking... and thinking.. sat is still not confirm whether going for the sentosa outing coz no info yet. but SUN confirm me going to johor bahru to shop with my familieS!

this week should be quite boring and drageey for me i guess.. lets see waht will me be doing aite...

Mon---ermm...help nisa for ica, did some acting and filming.. quite fun and hope they passed with flying colours! applied for OBS. clean up SPT. and off to meet shasha after skewl. oklah yesterday was not that bad after all.

tueday(today)--finishing up my report, revise for customer service ica later, work out.. thats all i think?

wednesday, thursday, friday---oh my god, no idea man

thats life this week...but on top of all that, i'm still the stoopid and noisy hafid having fun all day long... with my accomplice! minyi!

hey min! read you blog yesterday...i noe u have been pestering me to read your blog cause you have something to tell me rite? well, read it yesterday...
lets start, first and foremosst, before you scold me rite, let me start.. min, apology accepted! haha..private jokes! well, i was quite damn pisse donly for that day, for that period. no worries. i'm the type who forget bout this type of stuffs easily. i guess i was kinda over reacting taht day huh? maybe i'm tired or what but dont know why it hurts me that bad. i just dont understand. ure rite...somethimes i'm tone 1 the next i'm tone 10..haizz..sorry for that... i dont actually mind you talking bout ur crushes and eye candies tho..quite interesting to know bout them but try not to overdo it..if you must, give a bnew stories..not the same old thing aite...haha... i reall hope i have such a good fren to you coz..we are no doubt close but our frenship really matters. hey i talk bout it later...wanna get going with my report or else i'll be dead! hahakz....see ya biatch! lova ya!

Good News for mum and dad! hahakz!

2005-07-22T22:01:00.000-07:00

in spt alone together with leon, he's blasting all the songs taht he can find and looking through "muscles websites".. haha.. terry got to go meet Kelvin for his thingy, yuana and desa in dreamland, firhan in spider woerld, dont know where is he... annie... like i always say, god knows! hahakz...cant be bothered anyway..

back to yesterday! oh my god! i easily passed my practical 8! the last practical of all practical in the bike practical! i can go for my traffic polic test already and its so exciting!! quite frustrating yesterday..dont know how to describe it lah.. out of 9, 4 of us passed, upon getting the results, two of the passed students rushed to the kiosk leaving me with the other guy.. so i was two person him lah.. both of them got the TP date on the 4th! and they were so excited coz its ike next 2 weeks! yeah balls! i was so excited lah cause i've been waitin for this so long!!! when it came on me, shit! theres no more 4th! the earliest is 11th! WTF mate! the person in front of me got the last slot!!! then i was kinda disappointed lah...i mean must wait for another weekk? c'mon man... klah then i chill lor as i was doing my trasaction for the bookings. so left one more passed students behind me.. so there he went.. and guess what! he asked me,
he: eh u got on the 11th ah?
me: ya, u?
he: haha, i got on the 4th!
then all three of them were so happy lah! aarrghh!! i got on the 11th... why?! never mind lets be optimistic, maybe GOd wants me to practice more so that nothing bad will happen to me on that day... maybe its just a blessing in disguise.. wadeve it is, maybe it all happens for a reason be it good or bad.. let nature take its own course..yeah! matured huh?!

min wants to talk to me about the little prob we had a few days back.. i know wad i'm gonna say but i'm just not too good with werds... esp when it comes to a serious matter and when it is one on one.. i dont like it.. i can be very frendly and hyper when it goes to crowd, but when its one to one..it totally change.. wads more she's my closest frend, wad if i sadi something that may hurt her? wad if thats the end of the frenship? like i said, lets be optimistic.... we are here to solve and end the problem not end the frendship rite? i mean... we have gone through a lot of nonsence together and all that shit, if u know ehat i mean...

so min, if ure reading this, which u will not cause u havent been checking this out and i've not blog for long... listen
let me apologize in advance if anyhting goes out of hand
i'm sorry if i may hurt ur feelings in any way later.. if this is the end, telll you waht i honestly feel, its great knowing you all along and i really appreciate it.. thanks for being such a great friend.. i just dont know waht to say anymore aite :..<>

Life is like a winding river, u faced problems at every bends, conquer it BUT move forward!!! yeah!

A sudden entry

2005-07-21T11:55:00.000-07:00

Well, its been such a long time since i blogged..about 2-3months? so badly that i cant even remmeber my passwerd at ferst. Just cleared all my entries that i posted moths back. so its empty now. Lets start afresh and new in this blog. That got me thinking. Since i havent been blogging, people wont bother to read it rite...? guess what! i'll just make it to a private blogpage of mine. But if somehow people happen to read it then good lah, at least they know more about me and the way i am feeling. I dont think my close frens will even bother to take time off to read mine as they are very busy with projects given by our supervisor.

Talking about projects...
I though i had it all done, until yesterday when Kelvin gave me another one. So near yet so far rite? haha..i noe.. well i was supposed to do a wellness talk on holistic yoga. wrote up a proposal. got approved. Kelvin was happy about that. He gave me another one together with this proposal. Its during the healthy lifestyule fair at 3, 4, 5 august at atrium. I was supposed to recruit people for the next wellness talk with booths and advertising!! sian lah... but never mind..at least i got something to do.. i got nothing to do anyway cause i've done all my projects. so pray i still can go on...been very tired ever since the start of the facilitators camp focus camp followed by the step up nyp and the camp focus! lotsa stuff happened. and guess what my supervisor told me when he gave the project? i'm gonna make u werk till you drop dead. guess u dont know me well mr kelvin ng..hahakz.. i wont drop.. to those who know me... u know what i'm talking. according to deen, hafid, i think u are having an adrenadlin rush problem in your body! hahakz...cause i am so hyper no matter when, that include 3-4 am during the camp and i'm still going strong! yeah!

well quite excited for tonights practical 8 of my bike lesson. Its a test of both circuit and road! if i got it done! guess what! its TP liao!!! i'll be riding soon baby! yeah! but for now lets just concentrate on tonytes test. pray.....hahakz! i can do it!

lets go back to yesterday.. quite hurt by what someone said. Is it my fault that we are too closE? i didnt ask for it? u didnt ask for it? we just go with the flow rite? u appreciate me as much as i appreciate u...we got nothing to hide..we are just close frends. are u so afraid of gossips that people are saying we are together? cant you just say we are close nothing elsE? i mean if you feel so bothered by it, if you are so afraid no guys will want to ask you out or date you cause they thought we are together and will throw their chances away... just tell me! i can have my limits! i can avoid you and not be close if that waht you wants. i know u have a heart for this guy, even he too suspect we were together rite? i mean u need not react as if like...! aarggj! and must you go around asking and telling people..hey this person thought me and hafid were together.. and when people said ya, i thought so too... an you will go..yee! i wont go and date someone like.... and you paused while you look at me...dont know wahts on ur mind... then continued someone like hafid. i mean what the hell.. i dont care if you don want to date me...look, i got my gerl.. but my closest fren saying that to me straight? its like just like a slap right to my face! i mean, did u ever think before you said all that... lets think..who was the one who got your back when ure in trouble? who's there when uare down...need someone to talk to? who would even bother to care for you? who would even carry your tryas when you are afraid to carry it and who would evengo the extra mile to uy for drinks? who would drag you into camps and do stoopid stuffs that u like? look, i'm not even complaining kay! i'm just disappointed ah! blahS!